If I entertain all the negative thoughts in my head it will be hell to pay. If there be any good thing think about that because when sin is conceive it produces death.
We may never accomplish all the good we aspire to do. Yet still heaven credits our names in the Lamb’s book of life with an ‘E’ for eternal life. Visions are seldom understood before its season of time. Such as in the fullness of time Christ died and not before. It is seasonal to plant and then the harvest. Some will plant and another will reap of the same field. There is a season for everything. A time to plant and a time to reap.
It’s not that a Christian does or don’t in serving God but it is of a sincere conscience toward God that we are justified in Christ. So take a load off. Thank God for the good things and keep striving. Whatever period of time it is Jesus died for you in it. No one is excluded from the curse of the cross so let Him take the wheel. Relax, breathe in and believe. All things are possible with the confidence to believe in God.